I never expect us to be this way. Near but yet so far away. I still remember the time we sat by the seaside during midnight, and together we sang our song out loud while everybody else were sleeping. Also that we promised to always cheerish that moment as it will never happen again. And now I guess it is true, it will never happen again. Never. I really hope that we also promise not to leave each other, not to hate each other, not to hurt each other. I really wish we did.
Dearest friend, I know this thing hurts you the way it did to me. For every word unsaid, I'm sorry. But I believe this friendship was never meant to die, I'll wait. You have promised to end this, and I'm looking forward to it.
Beribu bintang dilangit
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah
Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan
Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Kita di arena ini
I don't ever want you to go.
"the difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around forever"